I missed blogging to you last week about my weight check in. Since training for my next half marathon I have stopped stressing out about the scale so much, I only weigh myself once or twice a week and I do still go to Weight Watchers weigh in once a week. But it is frustrating because I had been lingering right around the 153 pounds mark.
Lifetime goal weight is 150. This puts me at a 'healthy' BMI and honestly if it was not for Weight Watchers requiring this, I would have set my goal weight at 152. I am happy here, I rock my size 2s and feel good. I am sure I can lose the last few pounds but it just seems like it is taking forever!
So yesterday when I stepped on the scale i almost fell off, I looked and blinked in disbelief and saw the number, the infamous number which I honestly did not ever think I would see : 150.6
It scared me a little but excited me at the same time. I am flirting with my ultimate life time goal weight finally and it was a nice feeling :)
It also brings this fear inside of me.... Maintaining is notorious for being difficult and I'm up for the challenge but it scares mea bit because it is something totally new for me. I am confident though because last night I packed up the rest of my "fat" clothes to give away at the great clothing Exchange at fitbloggin :)
Some people have cautioned against giving away all of my big clothes but honestly I know deep down inside that I will never need them again. I'm making a promise to myself that I will stay healthy, fit, and happy. My daughter deserves it but more importantly I deserve it.