Everyone is getting all fired up for Fitbloggin!!! And yes I am too but I like many of us out there are also doing so with some nerves!
My main concern is leaving peanut! I have never left her over night in her entire 20 months.... It is making me sad just thinking about it. I know I know I sound like a helicopter mom lol but I just cannot help it I adore her and being a full time working mom leaves me with a lot of guilt. I get even more guilty when I go out for runs and workouts this means more time away. So you can imagine how guilty I am feeling leaving her for 2 and a half days!!!! I know she will be with her daddy and I know they will be OK but I just need to keep telling myself this!
My next big fear? Food. I know sounds crazy.... But I realized this today, I pretty much have a set routine food wise, I eat the same thing for breakfast each morning. I use certain things in my coffee etc. I pack a lunch and snack all day long on fruits and veggies. I am gluten and dairy free. I do not like to eat out. At home its ok because I cook and carry food every where and it is no biggie. But when traveling it is a challenge and throws me all off plan. And I do not like falling away from plan. I do not like taking 15 minutes to decide what to eat because I have to read every food label. Point blank it is a pain. I am contemplating hitting up a grocery store when I get there and or bringing food LOL
Last major fear? Some nerves!!!! I been reaching out of my shell more and more these past few months, but I am still nervous around crowds of people. I still am that shy 270 pound girl sometimes, I feel awkward so many times. I always hesitate to jump into conversations and have never done something like Fitbloggin before. I have never attended a conference for anything other than work, with coworkers whom I know. So this is my first time being a big girl and really going far out of my comfort zone!!
But there are some things I am excited about too!!!!
I will be running the 5k woohoo!!!
I will be meeting so many awesome bloggers that I cannot contain the excitement!Like some of these people are like celebs to me and I will feel so nervous to meet them yes but then again so excited all at the same time!
I will be meeting an awesome Mamma and friend Reita! We met through a baby website and I adore her!
I will be a brand ambasador for Arctic Ease!!!! And if you do not know why I love them stay tuned for tomorrow's post!