Everyone is getting all fired up for Fitbloggin!!! And yes I am too but I like many of us out there are also doing so with some nerves!
My main concern is leaving peanut! I have never left her over night in her entire 20 months.... It is making me sad just thinking about it. I know I know I sound like a helicopter mom lol but I just cannot help it I adore her and being a full time working mom leaves me with a lot of guilt. I get even more guilty when I go out for runs and workouts this means more time away. So you can imagine how guilty I am feeling leaving her for 2 and a half days!!!! I know she will be with her daddy and I know they will be OK but I just need to keep telling myself this!
My next big fear? Food. I know sounds crazy.... But I realized this today, I pretty much have a set routine food wise, I eat the same thing for breakfast each morning. I use certain things in my coffee etc. I pack a lunch and snack all day long on fruits and veggies. I am gluten and dairy free. I do not like to eat out. At home its ok because I cook and carry food every where and it is no biggie. But when traveling it is a challenge and throws me all off plan. And I do not like falling away from plan. I do not like taking 15 minutes to decide what to eat because I have to read every food label. Point blank it is a pain. I am contemplating hitting up a grocery store when I get there and or bringing food LOL
Last major fear? Some nerves!!!! I been reaching out of my shell more and more these past few months, but I am still nervous around crowds of people. I still am that shy 270 pound girl sometimes, I feel awkward so many times. I always hesitate to jump into conversations and have never done something like Fitbloggin before. I have never attended a conference for anything other than work, with coworkers whom I know. So this is my first time being a big girl and really going far out of my comfort zone!!
But there are some things I am excited about too!!!!
I will be running the 5k woohoo!!!
I will be meeting so many awesome bloggers that I cannot contain the excitement!Like some of these people are like celebs to me and I will feel so nervous to meet them yes but then again so excited all at the same time!
I will be meeting an awesome Mamma and friend Reita! We met through a baby website and I adore her!
I will be a brand ambasador for Arctic Ease!!!! And if you do not know why I love them stay tuned for tomorrow's post!
2 comments:
Seems we have some similar fears (except the one about leaving our kids - mine are 13 and I need a break! LOL kidding-sorta).
I can't believe it's only a week away!
I know it is hard to go off of your plan for a day. I to eat the same thing everyday. That way I dont have to think about food so much. Good for you in going out of your comfort zone. You are going to have so much fun meeting all your blogger friends
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